Not processed at all, not even the summary. Will reread in the future for sure though.


Mizerabil și crud. Mizerie nu doar la modul material, cât și social. Modul de scriere este foarte intens, și, ca o amatoarea a metodei “stream of conciousness”, am devorat această carte, era irezistibilă pe alocuri, în ciuda subiectului abordat.

Comunismul în România este un subiect destul de abordat în filme, și aparent, în cărțile contemporane românești. Sunt o mulțime de paragrafe care descriu “atmosfera” cruntă teroare, organe

Într-adevăr, romanul conferă o atmosferă similară a filmului “4 luni, 3 săptămâni, 2 zile”: supraveghere constantă, cenzură, umiliță, sărăcie și

Not an ounce of kindness in this book.

Povestea de dragoste centrală este dură, și sfâșietoare.

Chiar și așa, unele acțiuni mi se păreau justificate în contextul regimului politic, atunci când e nevoie să lupți pentru a putea supraviețui ziua de astăzi.

Coming back after so many days without this book and I’m feeling defeated.

Summary

The story centers around Cristina, a girl from (I forgot the name of the town) in high-school under Ceaușescu in 1979. The story spans for 10 years. She is good at English, would like to continue writing She has a friend Nana who she loves - both of them are lesbians, to which they admit later.

Finish school, Nana goes to study in Bucharest to become an actress. Before that, Cristina s-a cuplat cu fratele Nanei la un trip la munte ce au organizat o data. Before that, N & C did kiss etc. and somehow revelead certain feelings and said no man will come between them. Well. During that trip Nana slept with a young doctor that also came. Cristina was upset, hence the Radu thing.

Cristina and Radu ended up being married. Goes

Cristina had a job as translator at some factory, but something happened (a man there used ”.” instead of ”,” and vice-versa regarding some instructions) so she left. Went to study philology, became a teacher

Interactions with hungarians, political things.

She was raped by Popatraian when he came to check her apartment. She got pregnant.

Somewhere here Radu had an affair w a 17yo and left the country.

The kid was with her grandparents for a while cât s-a pus pe picioare.

Cu Nana s-au mai văzut, era și o petrecere and they had sex in the bathroom..


For a while they lived together.

One time Cristina a fost persecutată pentru ce scria (basically își nota ce i se întâmpla), dar la precheziție era PopaTraian, și a fost lăsătă să plece, doar avea copilul lui.

When later on Nana asked why, Cristina told her that Ștefan, her child, is not Radu’s. This created a big drift and they did not keep in touch, despite loving each other.

While hiding from the police one Șerban and his boyfriend Marleen from the Netherlands. I like the scene here where she had to admit she was a lesbian. Thanks to them also, she later on evaded to Paris after a show in Serbia (?). The road took a month. There she met Yvonne but she was still thinking of Cristina.

Last part of the book: Cristina meets with Bela, a colleague The next morning she dies at sunrise walking through the forest.